DREAM JOURNAL
BEAST GOD
I fall into a basement of a temple and find a chained beast bellowing. This very beast is the god of this temple and devotees are oblivious to its torture by the priests.
A weird dream where everyone is trying to run away from mad bulls. I lock myself up in the room. Somehow, the bull manages to enter the house and break open the door. The entire time I am in a constant state of fear and panic.
BULL DREAM
ROTTING BONES
a dream where it is common to pull out open your fingers to check for how your bones are and find out your finger bones are present in body, wrapped in a tattered grey cloth and looks more like the bone is rotting in grey
A dream where you never wake up, where a card icon pops up in a laptop, and you click on it, set a password for it, and select one of the four cards presented, you are sucked into the laptop, and seemingly nothing seems changed, but your sibling of the mirror world, tells you to escape back to the world, you write the password again and select another card. Somehow I am sent to a parallel world where my parents are airhosts apparently, who wear purple uniforms, their aeroplane landed on the sea, but somehow this caused flooding of the nearby island. All the passengers, pilots and me are hated, parents are now missing, we are kicked out of our homes, beasts are released onto us since the citizens consider us to be vermin now, I run over the rooftops, and fall into a water body, where I sink continuously in a black void, and wake up to only realise I am stuck between the living and the dead realm in a black greyish atmosphere
LAPTOP CARD GAME
OCEAN
dream where I was sitting on the extreme step edge sand walls leading to a beach. My family is like, come down, and sit it's safe, though I feel scared of heights. For some reason I see divers who are planning to delve into the sea/ ocean and an orca which beached itself just to get touched by humans. I slip down and reach the beach, when a wave sweeps me off, i am inside the water, whose colour keeps turning darker, stuck between the weeds, and trying to hide from the predators, only to get drifted off by the water currents
Me, father, mom, sis are explorers in this one, who claim to have done geophysics. We are called by a person who claims that he wants us to explore a part of the temple that all dread to visit. I bargain with the person for more price to visit that place. The person gets his daughter there. She seems to be possessed, and ties all of us up. They cut three consecutive toes in one single swipe, claiming that is what will appease the possessor spirit. A few years later, that place is now safe and festivities are going on. Grandma is near the place where we were tied and her eyes are turning blue. There are a few photos on the adjacent wall. I sneakily remove those photos and call out grandma and she turns normal again
TOE SACRIFICE
THE MOUNTAINS
A dream, where me and some unknown people are forced to explore unknown rooms, the walls are filled with only white cabinets from top to bottom some are as tall as normal doors, you must excavate them open to find stuff that will help you out. I open a cabinet door, to find a toilet and a small dingy spiral staircase that ends into the top cabinet which is not at all sufficient to fit in a human, me being me, I break open the doors, find opened and maybe touched by cockroach, food but I eat it up since it's been soo long since I had food, I find a hidden door in the last cabinet and go through it only to find out I am now in a mountainous region, which people visit since it's extremely religious. Maybe it was season of autumn, since I remember the grass too be orangish but there were snow capped peaks too. And then there is like a customs/ security check line for us to undergo specifically for us, and just beside us is a line where all normal devotees go before they are permitted to visit that place, and just outside the door we used to escape those room, was set of unopened noodles packets, the irony. And now, my next task was to find few specific temples, in the city/ town complex. And I have never been to that place ever.
I find myself in a pet bird market, often the exact place I have never seen in my life, roaming around seeing vivid birds, wishing I could have them, someone tries to steal them, and since I saw them, they don't do so but most people assume I was the to-be-thief, and after sometime, they believe me. The cage door works based on the nearby concrete barriers. The owners of the birds (shop owners) push the concrete barriers like a domino and close the door as a result and I wake up. Heights is all those birds involved are wild and extremely dull in colour.
BIRD MARKET
THE CULT
explore an off the bounds part of temple by mistake, and discover an ominous cult by error. The dream shifts to the viewpoint of another woman, who joined in the cult willingly since her family did so. The woman learns to be the most piety devotee of an unheard goddess called rakhtabalishasini, who is bathed in blood every single day. She learns dance of the sensual kind to please the goddess. She reaches high ranks and bears offspring. In the end, the priests claim to call her for a task, but she is forced to bend down, and gets beheaded, as there is no woman in the world other than the goddess Rakhtabalishashini.
I am in a dark brown interior cafe and i am telling my mother why i like a guy for no apparent reason, I leave the cafe and it begins to rain, take shelter under a goddess's pandal, current goes off. the goddess idol emerges alive and she is out there to get me. I run to different places in a hope to evade her, but she catches up with, the dream ends with when i lock myself in a different place but i am cornered by different versions of the goddess.
GODDESS
DUSTBIN
There is an invasion of some uncommon beings. I am being chased by one such entity. Run and run, out of options, i hide myself in a dustbin. I fall down into an underground safe haven that is fully stocked with food and can only accommodate 5 people at a time. Th current 5 inhabitants push the one who stayed here the longest out of the haven and onto the streets. All the guys for some unknown reason look south east asian. I eat and survive here, but sleep in panic each night, if the group gangs up to push me out instead of the longest stayed guy if a new one arrives.
Someone breaks into my home. I am inside the blanket on bed, tossing over, unable to sleep due to random reasons. That intruder kills my parents and sister, who are sleeping in the bed, oblivious to what is happening. I am awake, I die knowing that I am to die and stay in paranoia. And other version of it is, I am in the bathroom while all of this happens, i do not open the door, somehow break open bathroom glass window, climb out, then open my house's outer gates and run on the roads.
INTRUDER
COIN
I find myself in an unknown spot, with a random old coin i found, there is a sculpture of a scary-looking demon on a pillar, below is a slit roughly the size of a coin, i add the coin and the demon wakes up from his curse. he chases me from dusk till dawn