DREAM JOURNAL

I fall into a basement of a temple and find a chained beast bellowing. This very beast is the god of this temple and devotees are oblivious to its torture by the priests.

BULL DREAM

a dream where it is common to pull out open your fingers to check for how your bones are and find out your finger bones are present in body, wrapped in a tattered grey cloth and looks more like the bone is rotting in grey

LAPTOP CARD GAME

dream where I was sitting on the extreme step edge sand walls leading to a beach. My family is like, come down, and sit it's safe, though I feel scared of heights. For some reason I see divers who are planning to delve into the sea/ ocean and an orca which beached itself just to get touched by humans. I slip down and reach the beach, when a wave sweeps me off, i am inside the water, whose colour keeps turning darker, stuck between the weeds, and trying to hide from the predators, only to get drifted off by the water currents

TOE SACRIFICE

A dream, where me and some unknown people are forced to explore unknown rooms, the walls are filled with only white cabinets from top to bottom some are as tall as normal doors, you must excavate them open to find stuff that will help you out. I open a cabinet door, to find a toilet and a small dingy spiral staircase that ends into the top cabinet which is not at all sufficient to fit in a human, me being me, I break open the doors, find opened and maybe touched by cockroach, food but I eat it up since it's been soo long since I had food, I find a hidden door in the last cabinet and go through it only to find out I am now in a mountainous region, which people visit since it's extremely religious. Maybe it was season of autumn, since I remember the grass too be orangish but there were snow capped peaks too. And then there is like a customs/ security check line for us to undergo specifically for us, and just beside us is a line where all normal devotees go before they are permitted to visit that place, and just outside the door we used to escape those room, was set of unopened noodles packets, the irony. And now, my next task was to find few specific temples, in the city/ town complex. And I have never been to that place ever.

BIRD MARKET

explore an off the bounds part of temple by mistake, and discover an ominous cult by error. The dream shifts to the viewpoint of another woman, who joined in the cult willingly since her family did so. The woman learns to be the most piety devotee of an unheard goddess called rakhtabalishasini, who is bathed in blood every single day. She learns dance of the sensual kind to please the goddess. She reaches high ranks and bears offspring. In the end, the priests claim to call her for a task, but she is forced to bend down, and gets beheaded, as there is no woman in the world other than the goddess Rakhtabalishashini.

GODDESS

There is an invasion of some uncommon beings. I am being chased by one such entity. Run and run, out of options, i hide myself in a dustbin. I fall down into an underground safe haven that is fully stocked with food and can only accommodate 5 people at a time. Th current 5 inhabitants push the one who stayed here the longest out of the haven and onto the streets. All the guys for some unknown reason look south east asian. I eat and survive here, but sleep in panic each night, if the group gangs up to push me out instead of the longest stayed guy if a new one arrives.

INTRUDER

I find myself in an unknown spot, with a random old coin i found, there is a sculpture of a scary-looking demon on a pillar, below is a slit roughly the size of a coin, i add the coin and the demon wakes up from his curse. he chases me from dusk till dawn

I don't remember the beginning part of the dream. I see a black woman infront of glass panel display of a store. We both go and visit a white woman with few black teeth and blonde hair. When we tell our idea and all, all she says is why did you let the dog run away. We get angry and say that she is a fake girl boss. Her team comes for a meet. They seem to speak in another language, it makes no sense to us. The first pitch is about some plushie, by a spectacled woman. The second pitch is by a group of 2/3 women, who promote a glass tank with red lid top, which feels more like q fish tank or beetle tank. And they sing 'klep, klep, klep, klep, kleppie' using a mike, and all the team members of that white woman's team vibe to it. While me and that black woman are like, maybe we will be heard if we learn their language

DOGS

Me, my parents, sister, grandma and a master's guy I went on a date with only once are all in a car, dad and mom in front seats, me and sister in middle seats, my grandma and him in backseats. In car, we first got to sr nagar mythrivanam side and then go on our way to 'Mahabaleshwar', master's guy is in his phone, my parents are making plans on how to continue the trip the next day and where to go. I tell him, turning behind, sorry it's not a single day trip, how will you manage? He is like, it doesn't matter, ofc it would have been cheaper to just sit in room and do nothing,but here I am spending a weekend in a new place, the next day I will catch the train my friends have boarded and will go to bengal. Me telling him, hope it's not an issue that the trip is bit more religious. Papa telling about how mom thought to visit a temple which wasn't the ancient one but a newly built one and how a guy there dressed in gold wanted to seek money from her, but I told her the temple was fake and we see many gilded gopuras of new temples on the windows of the car. When discussion about food comes, I am like the restaurants here are expensive, even when the restaurents are of lower end, they are expensive. In real life, me and that masters guy didn't continue things because he only wanted casual intimacy but no serious relationship. He refused to being friends

CIRCUITAL EYES

I was in thailand, visiting a circus like place. Here the arena where animals are usually displayed is used as place where women get themselves permanently look prettier though there is a huge risk. Though it is just for face, I go to the place. Beside the gates, I see a bear and a display I do not remember. I enter the gates, it leads to a gray brick building with bluish environment inside. It leads to a mirror maze that takes a long time to leave. I reach the ending and there is a large dark blue bricked hall with a covered area where there are steps. A buddhist monk comes and is like are you here for water or becoming a monk? If no, why are you here? I leave. Going away from area, I see a random 'Thai' guy who says that he is from a polytechnic college and got water to this area.

SEAL

Minnie mouse on a plank simply dancing and modelling on a plank over a large still water body. Most people are literally jumping into that water when asked, even though they were just asked to jump on it. Minnie is tried to be detracted by a strange body, suddenly scene moves to Minnie with a child in front of a bakery glass. The kid says thats how you met Mickey no? Minnie cries and sits near a stonewall. A thought bubble arises with Mickey holding a stick with white cloth pouch attached to it and leaves. A white small bird ( a rothschild mynah more likely sans the blue eyespot) first laughs at Minnie then realises what happened and feels bad for her. Minnie kisses the white small bird by accident. The bird is repulsed by it and leaves. The white small bird due to mix up and not realising true intentions sends away the bird that cares for it. White small bird tries to pursue a red crane when the red crane and white crane both seek each other. Red crane holds the branch where the white crane is sitting, holds it in the beak and flies over a water body while the white small bird follows them.

body, blip, water

I see an imposter guy who tries to bring a woman to a palace or home of sorts but he sees the real person there with his woman and tries to dilly dally. I am in Woodlands going through a path alone, and a woman in blue dress first tries to win over me with her sweet voice but I avoid her and her voice starts to turn creepy, I run in the path and reach a row of food stalls like proper bakeries and all, where I ask for vegetarian stuff and I only get a brown bagel with chocolate filling inside. My sister comes and she gets some dark brown bun.

Sookshmadarshini

I am in a school and an adult there, trying to hide a young child speaking Spanish (don't know why) from a shooter who is hunting her down, I force her to be silent among the other students, the shooter comes and leaves since he doesn't find her. That young child blabbers something soo loudly in a yellow dress while all the other students are in grey uniforms. I know she is not safe, so I am forced to take her and leave through stairs secretively, she asks who is my father, I don't know why I say, your father was a nice guy, we loved each other but he isn't there anymore, we push past a girl and boy student and reach outside the gate of school, someone recognises me and says, you were the topper no? What happened?Scene shifts to an always dim background, where girl students are trying to find new rooms to stay in. I find someone to share a room with. I go to a railway station, and I meet my classmate whom I am not close to, tanishi who asks me if I would want to be her roommate, I say I already found a room, my new roommate (unknown person) is there, a train leaves, a black cat is seen and in my phone I simply say change the video game's map to include more rooms.Scene shifts to me as a student in some random college, who swoons over some older unknown guy and gives him something yellowish in colour to protect from those who are after me. I am in classroom of college and he is my professor who would teach me.

Hanuman Jayanti apparently

A dream where I am pregnant and hiding that from my supposed parents. I sneakily leave the house while my 'dad' is trying to find me. I run into a sweet shop, every room you get to eat different stuff, I go through all rooms in an attempt to hide from 'father', the sweet shop guy says, do you want to buy any for later. I say no and leave. I decide to not abort, stick with my 'boyfriend' and tell my 'parents' about him. The scene shifts to me and my dad in a car inside a temple of vishnumurthy more likely and the pandit tells us to go below few floors for parking. i don’t remember much about this part of the dream. The scene shifts to me and my mom in our home and the only way we are not killed by the apes and monkeys surrounding our home is by throwing sugarcane through window grill holes everyday without fail. a man who is hungry takes the sugarcane, but the monkeys and apes get angry and devour him. We realise that sooner or later we would be eaten by them. We take a risk, throw away all of the sugarcane we have into the garden and run away in two different directions. We are chased by them for quite a while. The scene shifts to me logging on to some page with my college email and password. I change the video game idea from just surviving a boat/ ice expedition disaster till they reach safe land to reaching safe land as just a part of it but also showing aftermath of slowly every single thing deemed edible or water turning into poison forever and how they survive that apocalyptic era for a while.